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Hope

by STAY

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1.
Alone 04:42
Last night i saw myself dying. Saw everything that makes me ill. Everything that destroyed me. Everything i want to forget. Everything around me. Barely everything. Do you really want that? Do you really want that? Please stay with me. I don‘t want you to leave me here alone in the dark. So please stay with me! Stay with me! All the things i’m wiping off have been forgotten , just to take a lease. Six feet under to release! A cell full of memories. Wood and sand and lifeless bodies! The day will come when good and bad will be the same. Heaven and hell will be the same. Ways came together. At least they‘re separate ways at places where nothing is. They’re separate ways came together. At least they’re separate ways at places where nothing is. They‘re separate ways at places where nothing is. Where nothing is! Nothing can destroy me! Nothing can destroy you! ...and nothing I WANT TO FORGET!
2.
Dawning 04:25
Dawning of Day. I wish these hours right away. Choking while you’re brushing your teeth. When coldness drops on your feet. All I do is try to survive this death trap called life! All I know is this time it’s not the weight of my head, like it’s not the weight of the world. It’s all in my head. It’s not in my head! My head is empty and the world remains all grey. I can’t think clearly. Feeling more confused every day. And then I notice I don’t know shit. How can I even write all this? How can I even write all this? This should have been my shelter but I don’t feel safe in here. All the walls are closing in! Again I notice the fear. It’s all in my head. It’s not in my head!
3.
Pretending 05:35
It would be a simple chance in life for you and me and finally. We could be so satisfied but we can’t stop pretending blind. The shape of my thoughts just makes me sick. A generation died by suicide. Always been pretending blind. We turned away and never mind. The weight of the problems we have in this world is still increasing. But then again the holy man is a villain. For what it’s worth? A million! It’s easy to leave when nothing can fix our situation. Where we are strong and never weak. In my imagination. Doesn't feel right but you will never do something to change the life around your skin. Now feel alright It’s more easy to run and hide. Doesn't feel right but you will never do something to change the life around your skin. Now feel alright we are safe here just keep it quiet. Doesn't feel right but you will never do something to change the life around your skin. Now feel alright It’s more easy to run and hide. Don’t feel alright! But still the reason is the reason. We can’t stop pretending blind.
4.
Sound 04:39
Stand by me. I don't wana die alone. With feelings of no regret. I want to live another life. I’m dying but i'm not dead! You fell asleep last night on my couch. My favorite music was playing on radio with the volume low and I felt nothing at all. You fell asleep last night on my couch. My favorite music was playing on the radio with the volume low and I felt nothing at all. When I went deep last night in my soul. My favorite people were dying on a tv show with the volume low and I felt nothing at all. And I felt nothing at all. And I felt nothing at all! Stand by me on cold winter days, the cold that we miss in the summer. We make plans to go on trips on forest trails in the summer. I take the chance to show you the best. The best that I‘m able to do. The sun is low and we are back home. Another day ends and I know... I'M STILL IN LOVE WITH YOU!
5.
Darling 01:52
Darling, darling! Seen you last summer in a daydream. Wondered if you smile like this in real life and then I came to realize with a glint in my eye. That I‘m okay and people die! You are kind and darling i feel like i never lost my mind. I know your heart feels the same.
6.
Hope 04:59
The truth gets to me! My mind builds up a fortress of hate and lies. I, myself made the wounds too big as that they could be closed again. Filled mine with concrete. Wounds in your heart from a monster like me. I am alive, but with no heart beating inside! I wanted to lock the door behind me harder, so that you cannot follow me. I'm sorry! I leave my world. The one which embellishes with raven feathers. Left! To be with you. A world that looks like heaven's door next to mine! Sorry! I wasted my time with people who wanted me, but who I didn't need. Lead me back into another world. We look at eachother and there is so much more to say... I see the sparkle in your eyes, that tells me that you haven't given up on me.
7.
Ghost 04:58
As i walked through these streets again i saw. Many changes has become inside me. Another roundabout is still rotading. Don’t know if I should join or if I just watch ? And if I had to close a door, and lost the key. Light on another way, i can hear the loreley. She said to me! I met the ghosts of you and me. And i turned around, leaving reality behind. Went back to the old ways on the old rows. Stood still beside that roundabout. I met the ghosts of you and me.And i turned around, leaving reality behind. Went back to the old ways on the old rows. Stood still... I LEAVE REALITY!

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released December 15, 2018

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STAY Halle (Saale), Germany

Post-Hardcore/
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Shoegaze from Halle (Saale).

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